November 02, 2009 - 3:15 am

today has not beeN alL that productive froM the corporate perspective ::: theRe ::: i say it ::: 'out loud' ::: heRe oN the world wide web of deceit ::: i have said not lots doNe today ::: >>> i know, i know ::: we alL feeL the typical judeoChristian guilttrip of workaday capitalisM, no? ::: wheN things do not go aS corporatioN planned it ::: when every minute oN every day does NOT go to soMe miraculous new step oN the right directioN ::: >>> � soMetiMes i sink we need to spend moRe tiMe oN the daydreaMing & leSs tiMe oN looking like we aRe alL SO buSy & important soMetiMes it might be okay to find a space that is not so amazingly task-oriented ::: not so terrifically object-oriented in fact ::: this is okay if not oriental at alL � � <<< ::: what would my reality show be? ::: >>> � do you ever ask oN yourself this things? � its really difficult to telL if aNyoNe would watch a show like this, no? ::: i meaN, a show that has no edits, no real plot [ except for the oNe we give ourselves, our little daily gift ] ::: nobody really even breaks fourth walL & addresses teh camera like they do on the MTV 'Real World' series, ya know? ::: its like, a LOT more dullsville ::: >>> how do we even stand ourselves aNyMoRe wheN faced w/ the fastcklip editing & crazy television effects we caN see on broadcast show, but not oN real life? ::: what is real anymoRe? ::: is real now becoMe the boring? ::: caN we edit ouR own DVD outtakes? the 'deleted sceNes' if you will? ::: is theRe a 'director's cut' to life? ::: oR iS thiS sillytalk now? ::: what if halloween didn't happen this year at alL? ::: wheRe did alL the really good malls go to oN the summertiMe? ::: >>> �   & so now we alL keep buSy w/ social media website experiences ::: this is both good & bad ::: it makes us have busy tiMes foR ouR own personal tiMe & space ::: it keeps us buSy at work too for soMe of uS ::: the illusioN is sometiMes that we are SO busy & in fact we aRe buSy making comment oN a photo soMeoNe scanned in froM 20 years ago or soMe such thing like this & none of it seeMs real because noNe of it is reaL ::: suRe ::: its reality ::: its 'a' reality ::: a continuous notePassing & photoSharing online system that let's you comment & sometiMes you click on ad & sometiMes you aRe lost for hours & sometiMes not ::: it becoMes our new base level for visual & interactive whitenoiSe it becoMes our little personal ways to unwind & theN we never unwind ::: >>> theRe is not a lot left for us to say to each other now ::: we aRe what we email ::: does anybody still give a click? ::: >>>