March 02, 2002 - 9:41 am
in just a few short days [ about a week away actually ] the radio p� show unveils its March performance at the Milky Way Lounge & Lanes in Jamaica Plain : i invite all to come & see us as we serve up our neo-modurn post-dada live radio theatre w/ a pinch of sarcasm : this installation will include 'Baywatch - Revere' - live overdub of Barney's 'Safety First' - 'The Bacon Channel' & much much more : visit the website for details or drop me an email to find out more ::: >>>
so : w/ this to look foward to - yesterday's seas of technical difficulties at work have almost subsided from my general malaise & psyche at that & this : i am very impatient w/ machines - regardless of fact that i am working on computers all my day long : do you also experience these difficulties? : they drive me crazy - no? : & how about you? : although i cannot stand the difficulties - i find myself wasting time getting all hang up on these things : it makes me insanely upset : i want to throw things [ sometimes i do - i must admit ] : usually a good walk outside my work can assist in the alleviating of such angry times : talking to 
co-workers about this things usually does not help in any way : since they also experience this frustrations - they usually add a log to the fires if you catch my draft : so - the walk - or to simply step outside - out back by the dumpsters - & to breath - away from the source of the frustrations - usually helps a bit :
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March 01, 2002 - 3:33 pm
today has been butter-laden w/ frustrations & technical difficulties my friends my brothers :
& i know that this is much of what i do - the very nature of my job - to problem-solve - to brainstorm & create solutions for these things - no?
but : nonetheless - very frustrating :
& then this guy - he's like flinging the elastic bands at me while i sit here in my quiet fury : i wanted to throw my coffeecup at him i tell you :
yes :
but - i guess this is all about work : we must tolerate the clowns that surround us : & try our best : & that's that :
they cannot control our thoughts yet ::: >>>
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March 01, 2002 - 7:47 am
you are getting sleepy
you do not want to believe that it is true
you are shaking your head
a weariness is overtaking you
strange voices come to you
all sounds seem distant & muted
you yourself feel remote from the flesh from the dirt from the earth from
the ground from the world around you
commonplace occurences produce surging feelings of nostalgia - wondermeant
mice at times make you smile
the sky seems like a bigger sky
the highways seem infinite also in their lengths - the journeys that they
promise you
librarians sometimes stop by & watch you in their periphery - oftentimes
salicious vibes eminate from their stance from their hips from their breasts
from their little noses & thick-rimmed glasses
sometimes you follow ups delivery men for an entire half day on their
workaday travels thru the cities & towns of new england
the ocean seems like a bigger ocean now
there seem to be more birds in the area at this time of year than in
previous years
you do not want to believe that it is true
you feel sleepy
sleepy
sleepy
a weariness is taking over you
sometimes a nice glass of juice makes your tastebuds tingle
alive
happy
& you look outside
a neighbor's car leaves the driveway across the street
there is no driver
the lawn seems infinite also
trees stretch barren into the sky
a bigger sky
you watch as the sun sets as the birds gather on electric wires as kitchen
lights in the neighborhood slowly bring a warmth to the homes along your
street as the children run home for dinner as the stars begin to twinkle
their twilight twinkles
the is a man walking down the street - very silently walking down the street
- walking slowly down the street
he doesn't look at too many details as he walks
you watch him walk
he seems sleepy too
walking
sleepwalking perhaps
you watch him sleepwalking
until he is out of sight
you heat up some macaroni & cheese - a yellow-orange instant meal
creamy
& you eat the macaroni & cheese & have ginger ale while you watch tv
huddled over the macaroni & cheese
you eat & look up at the tv occasionally
occasionally the blue flickering imagery makes you chew a bit slower a bit
quieter
a solemn plunk of contemplation
a sip of ginger ale
you look outside
a quiet police cruiser creeps along the road in the direction of the
sleepwalker
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February 28, 2002 - 9:34 am
this month's installment is called insomnia & will be based upon my recent bouts of sleeplessness - i don't know - i think i have adhdt or something - you know? : that light disinfectant disorder or things like this - no? : i can't figure it out - can't figure out why i am having troubles sleeping at nite |
it is getting close to that time of the month agaiN - for another exciting installment of well - the practice for this show went well - we discussed the vox manipulations live overdub of the Barney 'Safety First' episode as well as some other aspects of the live radio presentation & broadcast ::: &
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