after long day today : i realize that things are not all that they seeM
: besides being followed by my mysterious-like stalking co-worker �
i am also to notice soMe other things that have been mysterious &
puzzling much to my befuddlement & dismay :
for
instance � when i went onto my computer midday � after my break
& alL this � i opened up my internet explorer only to find a
link to a site bookmarked at the bottom of my bookmarks, by favourites
: � soMe geocities little number � you know? : so i click on
this & it brings me to the
big 80 blues site � the poetry section has this little subsection
of poetica kindly labelled Nixon in a Coma : click thru this thing my
friends � this is no ordinary site : there is something protomystical
& netherworldly about what you encounter on big 80 : ufo : conspiracy
: Nixon : mohave : shellshock : prehistory : a very bizzaree site indeed
::: >>>
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who put this little favourite in my internet explorer version 4.0? :
it must've gone done like these : i go out for a break � i leave
my work � take a drive & get a submarine sandwich w/ a diet coke
[ & a cookie too � a pretty decent cookie at that ] : while i
am away � oof ::: >>> or 'out of office' as they said <<<
::: someone opens up my computer & puts this link this favourite this
undesirable distraction upon my machine :
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i think they are trying to lead me to something � no? :
what could it be? : who are they & what do they want from me? :
they are trying to manipulate my mind � no? : trying to deviate
me from my primary purpose on the job :
things get alL fuzZy after this incident iN my mind :
i recall sitting on my chair at my desk : a few hours had seemed to pass
: i do not even know what it is i was doing : just the tiMe � it
had flown :
i checked my coffeecup � my little paper officecup w/ lid &
such � swirling it around to see how much liquid is left inside for
consumption � no? : there is a tiny swig & so i swig it up �
down the throat � a disgusting cold remnant of what once was �
a putrid icecold milkshake of coffee w/ some grinds to the bottom : i
throw my cup away & then something in my wastepaperbasket catches
my eye : what the ...?
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i look a bit closer : a crimsoness stains the shiny trashbag lining :
i pull the wastepaperbasket out from beneath my desk for a closer inspection
only to find 3 fingers mixed in w/ the coffeecup & randomn crumpled
scraps of discarded paperwork from the first half of my day : 3 fingers
: blood : the bone protruding : i look left & right & it is business
as usual � noone notices my disdain my surprise my discovery : i
casually reach in to see if they feel warm to the touch & they are
stone cold [ well � like stones in the snow in a wintertime forest
� not like stones on a bermuda triangle soft pink beach ] :
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i do not know what to do :
they are in my wastepaperbasket :
do i contact hr? : they are lost & found � no? :
do i simply ask around? :
or look around to see if any coworkers are recently w/o 3 fingers? :
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noone is in pain � no agony � most people are surfing amazon
for a cd or something from what i can see � or � talking to
someone on the phone or something :
someone's cellphone goes off & plays a classical music motif in an
electronic array of ups & downs � the counterpoint of commerce
� a mechanical memory of something somewhat cultural artificially
injected into a business communication device to make the end-user feel
� well � cultural i guess :
i don't know what to do & so i reach in w/ a papertowel that i had
in my desk drawer from the men's bathroom facilities & wrap them in
the papertowel & put them together in my middle desk drawer :
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maybe someone will come by looking for their 3 missing fingers :
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why 3? :
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what are they trying to tell me?
: what are they trying to get me to do? :
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