March 20, 2003 - 6:40 am

i met up w/ my good friend mar von janko last night in harvard square following a top secret meeting of operatioN enduriNg emaiL { if you telL anyoNe � i wilL have to kilL you } ::: we met at the Cafe Algiers just above & behind the Brattle Theatre near HMV Records � ( you know where i speak of brothers & sisters of the e-revolutioN � no? ) ::: toward the end of our tiMes together ( i ordered the Arabic coffee & soMe baba ganoush � van janko got the good old cold apple cider { a bit strange as a hot cider might have juxtaposed the return to icy cold conditioNs here in the northeast } ) � i had to urinate ::: >>> so � i excused myself & climbed up the twisty stairway to the beautiful second floor ( theRe is aN opening in the middle of the second floor space that looks downward toward the entryway & coffeebar � so fr!kken cooL & euro � no? ) ::: i entered the 'gentlemen' rooM � immediately felt visually assaulted by the Brooklyn-style graffiti attack adorning the rooM � i sat & peed * staring at myself in this big mirror theRe in front of me ::: & theN � after washing my hands & flushing � i noticed soMe beautiful poetry oN the walL which i wilL at this moment shaRe w/ you : � God is in the flowers bullsh!t makes the flowers grow therfor bullsh!t = beautiful = God = everything you are god, you are bullsh!t, you are beautifuL suddenly it alL made sense to me ::: my conversatioNs w/ mar von janko ::: the Str!ke Iraq � US-led marketing campaign ::: operatioN enduring email ::: the strange charge-card entries for phonecalls to singapore ::: >>> i felt renewed : relieved : fresh & funky toO : enlightened : somewhat puzZled � but stilL hopefuL & alive � or rather � alive agaiN � reborN & happy deep inside ::: >>> �