September 11, 2002 - 9:14 pm

what an entirely sad & devastating day today waS ::: a moment of silence ::: remembrance ::: a bit of mourning for those that died a year ago ::: a sad sad price to pay ::: nothing that can be doNe or said or felt to make it better iN aNy way ::: >>> a strange day of official televised national remembrance ::: >>>   & alL i could conjure up at soMe points in the day waS a rather bland summatioN : i hear the news : soMe radio people discussing opinions & the such : soMe people saying that this horrific event was soMe sort of victory or triumph of bin Laden & his suicide crusaders — as if the al Qaeda crew did something fantastic or extraordinary ::: i know that the plane attacks drastically effected the economy ::: it succeeded in killing many many innocent people ::: but theN i thought a bit ... iN the end — who created the world trade center twin towers? : who was productive? : constructive? : i believe that to create build finance construct erect the twin towers was perhaps a phenomenal feat : i think it is much easier to destroy tear down finance kill & obliterate ::: the attack on the towers & pentagon — so much energy wasted — so much focus on the negative things — you know? ::: why not take all of the financing that backed the Qaeda & put that toward something special? — soMething constructive? ::: maybe help your own people in your own country build their own lives instead of concentrating oN eviL for years & years & years oN end neverending ad infinitum & into oblivion? ::: >>> such a strange place such a strange tiMe such a sad world we live in : such a strange place such a strange tiMe such a sad world we live in : such a strange place such a strange tiMe such a sad world we live in : such a strange place such a strange tiMe such a sad world we live in : such a strange place such a strange tiMe such a sad world we live in : such a strange place such a strange tiMe such a sad world we live in : such a strange place such a strange tiMe such a sad world we live in : such a strange place such a strange tiMe such a sad world we live in : such a strange place such a strange tiMe such a sad world we live in : such a strange place such a strange tiMe such a sad world we live in : such a strange place such a strange tiMe such a sad world we live in : such a strange place such a strange tiMe such a sad world we live in : such a strange place such a strange tiMe such a sad world we live in : such a strange place such a strange tiMe such a sad world we live in : such a strange place such a strange tiMe such a sad world we live in : such a strange place such a strange tiMe such a sad world we live in : such a strange place such a strange tiMe such a sad world we live in : such a strange place such a strange tiMe such a sad world we live in : such a strange place such a strange tiMe such a sad world we live in : such a strange place such a strange tiMe such a sad world we live in : such a strange place such a strange tiMe such a sad world we live in :